Doing Hard Things
The sign on my classroom door reads, “We can do hard things.” Wednesday I did all the hard things. It was a hard, hard day! I was awoken at 1:30am. Our sweet little girl wasn’t feeling well. I sat with her until she fell back asleep, and then I spent the rest of the night on her floor. I watched the rise-and-fall of her chest and jumped at each rustle of her rainbow sheets. I rested my hand against her forehead to monitor her temperature. I held her precious, little hand. Then, my alarm sounded. I got up and got ready to spend my day with other people’s children. Just before I left, H awoke and asked me, “Mama, can you please stay home with me?” I had to tell her no. I had lessons that couldn’t be executed by subs and wasn’t sure there were subs; there was an activity I promised I would help a college with; i scheduled a make-up work meeting with student before school. My heart broke. I promised H I’d check in often as I tucked her back i...